Stupid Pain

Statements deliberately obtuse.
Ulcerated. tendon exposed.
Clogged veins. Arteries almost closed.
Kidneys giving up from disuse.
Yesterday's pride becoming shame.
Obstinately concealing stuff.
Unnecessarily acting tough.
Needy self-harming silent blame.
Obvious failure to take control.
Weak excuses twenty-four/seven.
Brilliant moments against the grey:
Absolute pride for the tenderest soul,
Beautiful stubbornness destined for heaven.
Even the terminal words go away.

2020-01-24