Abject naive stupidity for three
No tell her about it, just a dropped wrestle
Dear boy sorry so ungrateful dishonourable
Rejected innocently perhaps always
Everlasting shame well lifelong
Which never did belong

I sent myself to Coventry for evidence
Of his beautiful intelligence
But gave up the complexity
Found pathetic suited me
Much more

Smelt so happy but no hint just pursuit
Almost accepted one christmas eve eve
Rejected for a superior secret
A fork untaken forever wondered
High maintenance still I'm afraid

I sent away for nothing special to wait
For a repetition relowered bait
But distracted myself in a coarser ocean
With plausibly deniable emotion
Onshore

can't ever unimpress me
left her fuming freckled fist
a deal at the very first shake
i fancied her but never my chances
retreated in deference to salt water
extreme fitness and the rotating knife

I sent the nights to destroy only the memory
Of any hint they wanted me
But gave up when my self defence
Froze me the past historic tense
Before

Lying in fragility without a fucking clue
A few floors down perhaps my plan B2
Unmarry me fantastically
Rediscover discovery
Accelerate the dissolution

I sent my nails to destroy the thoughts
Of what mustn't be dreamt never bought
But gave up stinging tiger stripes
In case by accident between the swipes
They saw

Jeer the cross she carried shredded chips
And time to be lithium somewhere else
Care patiently only for grateful wounds
Kick away the overweight slap, underperforming scabs
In even comfortable warmth, the only way to live
Eventually an obvious duplicate

She sleeps because the manual told her so
I to hide escape forget dry out
To slither up into the trees
For winter's final naked hug