Is she under the knife in theatre?
Is she waiting, scared, in intensive care?
Is she drugged up, unconscious, hallucinating?
How is she? I'm frightened. I want to know where.

I want to stalk in the nicest way.
I want to be there to be her support.
I want her to lean on me, I want to be strong for her.
Where is she? I've lost her. She's severed the cord.

It's tempting to wander to WGC,
The directory hospital from weeks ago.
She might be there, but probably not.
I just hate this waiting, I just want to KNOW.

I suppose a call is days away,
I'm meant to just piss off and fight my own fire.
I'm not allowed to get involved.
Certainly not to call Mum to enquire.

A, please take from me something to help.
I know damn well I'm a burden to you
But surely there's something I have to offer?
Please, take my life if it helps you pull through.